Reply #1: This is timely.........(grin) [View All]

[DemExpat]

Dover, if there is one thing I have noticed lately - say, in the past year or 6 months - I seem to be losing my history and future. This is very hard to explain...:-)
Memories are still with me, but they seem fairly devoid of meaning and feelings like they used to be. Thoughts of the future are also more abstract than they used to be somehow, and "up in the air"....like whatever happens will be OK.

I also find it harder and harder to commit myself to tasks/relationships/goals that are not "really" what I want to be doing.

The excerpt you noted is very interesting to me in this light.

But no, I don't feel totally in nirvana - just feel like I am definitely middle in a process that is unstoppable and rather effortless from an ego point of view.

DemEx