Reply #24: I chose, then I reassessed my decision. [View All]

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I chose to be heterosexual during my formative years. It seemed a smart decision. Instead of being ridiculed mercilessly and beaten half to death (and rape bait), I pretended to be a young heterosexual pre-teen. This worked well because I didn't have to fuck guys anyhow.

In my teens, I started to reassess my choice. It was so difficult, to have sex with beings that seemed so wholely unattractive to me. I liked them as people, but I didn't ever feel that warm tingly feeling for them like the other girls did. I did have that warm tingly feeling for the other girls though. But, despite that, I stuck by my initial choice. After all, if I came out as a real like faggety ann, then all the girls I had crushes on would scurry like cockroaches.

In my twenties, I reassessed my situation and decided to "Choose Abomination!" It's worked well for me. I'm in love. I have a great, long term relationship. I have an emotionally healthy sex life. Sex never "feels pretty good but kinda makes me wanna throw up at the same time" like it did when I "Chose Nature". (I suppose nature wanted to keep me perpetually skeeved.)

CHOOSE WISELY EVERYONE!