My depression rears it's ugly head again! [View All]

[Bennyboy]

Tough day today sports fans. Found out my ex is now married. Don't know whay that bothers me but it really threw me for a loop.

My brother is leaving for Montana tommorow. That sucks, he was my support sytem and now that is gone for good.

Dad is back in the hospital and has been in and out for the past month or so. Doc's say he has less than 20% of his heart functioning and is not a candidate for surgery. So it going to be soon that I ahve to deal with whaever can of worms he leaves the family to deal with.

I have no one close enough to me to trouble with all of this and it is like all building up inside me.