Reply #31: here's a revealing quote from his site [View All]

[truthisfreedom]

There's also part of me that wonders if I need to apologize. There are people I need to apologize to. When it comes to apologizing to you, those of you in this audience, I think of my statement on Friday before I left that I'm not a victim here and I'm not a role model. What I did, I did knowingly. What I did, I did because I wanted to do it, but I knew it was wrong the whole time. It's a powerful addiction this stuff has over me, and it's something that I'm, as I say, am going to be dealing with on a daily basis, and I'm excited to be doing it as well. But the thing that I want you all to know is that the effort that I put forth during that period of time was not affected.

The things that I said to you during that period of time I meant. The positions I took, I felt - all of it. There was no phoniness or any of this, and there was not any sort of - I don't even know what the word is. I was honest with you throughout the whole time. I was not honest with myself, is what was happening. And I was doing something I knew was wrong but didn't understand why and didn't really understand what I had to do to stop it - and now I do. As I say, I'm really eager to share these last five weeks with you, that they are things that could benefit people.



ok, let's parse this, Rxush. "the effort i put forth during that period of time was not affected." hah. you were high out of your mind on opiates, and you were ranting like a streetpreacher junky. don't even try to pretend you weren't high. you were high, high, high.

"The positions I took, I felt - all of it. There was no phoniness or any of this, and there was not any sort of - I don't even know what the word is. I was honest with you throughout the whole time. I was not honest with myself, is what was happening. "

I know what the word is, rushbo. it's called HIGH. and you're lying. you were high, and you knew it, and you don't know what phoniness is when you're high. it's all phony. you're a phony. you're trying to make black white and white black, and the only reason you're getting away with it is because your audience is sheeple. but we know the truth, fat boy. we know that your mind is squirming like a toad, wanting that oxycontin high back. right now. crying out in pain. you're still a junky...

and by the way, rush, remember, junkies always mean what they say when they're high. w.s. burroughs meant what he said, too. but he was never stupid enough to claim it was anything other than fiction.

rush is going to always leave out one little detail when he talks about this... the fact that he was high 24 hours a day. which means he was high on the air too. but he's going to pretend that he wasn't high.